Not such a good day

So I wasn't going to blog this, but oh well I can't sleep and whatever
So I woke up with a headache again! I am so annoyed. I waste my whole day! I sleep. It is all I can do to get rid of them. I woke up around 2 and my headache was finally gone. So i got ready and went to the chiropractor and he adjusted me. Hopefully I won't get headaches like I have been for the last couple of weeks. After that Tia wanted to get her eyebrows waxed. She ended up paying for a hair cut for me instead. Then we went home and ate and had to go and vote. Which by the way I think as far as I have heard Obama is supposedly our 44Th president. The next 4 years are going to be fun.... not! He is unpatriotic, friends with terrorist, goes to a church that believes we all should die, and on top of that he want to give all the people who don't even try equal share of our money. I believe that there are people who honestly need help, but there are those stupid bastards that sit on their asses and live off of welfare! Lazy is all they are! They work the system and they know who they are! Piss me off! And dip shit is going to make us Share with them! grrrrr!

Then came shopping... supposedly this is every girls dream! I hate it! I like to shop for other people, but i hat doing it for myself! Well guess what I am too fat to buy anything worth buying and the rest is "old lady" or way to immodest! Even for me! I am trying to not wear clothes that are as revealing. I have set those goals that require me to cover up more. So I am trying to get use to it now. Anyways after tonight i feel like a fat cow. Seriously! I had lost 2 pants sizes and I gained everything and more back! What the hell is wrong with me? Why is it so hard for me to lose weight? Why?

I can tell you this! I know what it feels like to lose that weight to go shopping and to have to get a size smaller cause it is too big and I intend on the next time that I go shopping that is what is going to happen to me. I can not keep living like this! I can't! I refuse to! Well I am sorry that this swears and stuff I am just so mad at myself right now!