Hey everyone! I just thought I would post a blog..
Ok there is a great show on Lifetime. It is called Ruby. It is about a girl named Ruby who is losing weight. She started at 470 or something like that. She has lost over 1oo pounds. That is truly inspiring. She has done it completely the healthy way. She has a trainer, a nutritionist, a doctor that is a specialist with obese people, and a physiological doctor. She has done nothing as far as taking weight loss pills or surgery. The last episode I watched she was able to go camping for the 1st time. she slept under the stars, fishing, hiking, and just all that stuff. And it got me thinking when was the last time I truly enjoyed myself camping.. It wasn't the last time I will tell you that much. I have aloud myself to get to big that it is hard for me to sleep on the ground, it is no fun for me to go hiking, and I just don't like that factor. I use to love to go camping! I went a million times when I was younger. It was her dream to be able to succeed at this.. So I thought that I would write down some of my dreams that I want to have come true when I have gotten to that point. So this is to help motivate me..
1~ I know it sounds stupid to anyone else, but i wanna be able to cross my legs like a girl.
2~ I want to be able to go hiking anytime I want and not have to stop or wonder if I am going to not be able to make it
3~ I want to be able to go out dancing all night! I don't mean like moving my body and not caring if i look stupid. I want to ballroom dance, line dance for hours!
4~I want to be able to go skiing or snowboarding and not worry about if I fall am I going to break something. lets add rollerblading on that too.
5~I wanna ride a bike again and not worry if I am to heavy for it.
6~ I wanna go on a shopping spree at the mall and not worry if I go in that store will one pair of pants fit my thigh.
7~When I get to this point I wanna buy a wedding dress and not have to have it specially made cause I am too big.
8~I wanna be able to go camping and enjoy it!
9~i wanna turn peoples heads, and not because I am the biggest person in the room..
10~ But most importantly I wanna look in the mirror and say You did it Sheena. You are everything you ever wanted and more. I love that about myself!
Well that is it. By that last one I need to say that I do love myself. I think I have made enough changes that personally I am a good person or at least I am trying to be. But I wanna look and the mirror and not think ick.. what did i do to myself. How could I let myself get so big, and nasty looking.
Anyways
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4 comments:
I just saw that episode of Ruby too! and i've never watched it before, but i thought to myself, she has such a great personality she is going to be a wild one! lol and that's what I think about you too...with all your goals you are just going to be uncontrollable lol!
Well ya know what, Ruby also has a lot of support. I know she went camping with her two best friends...and I want you to know you have the support of your friends! I know we dont see eachother much, but I do still consider you one of my best friends and always will! I got your back when it comes to the snowboarding goal ok! Just know it doesnt matter how small you get with that one..everyone is worried they're going to break something the first time they go, and for me the second and third and fourth...i'm still scared i'm going to break something haha. ok. well lets get together very soon! its been much too long!
love ya, Britt
All I have to say is "YOU GO GIRL"! Your awesome sheena, and I know you can do anything you put your mind too. You are a strong and beautiful woman. Love ya tonz!
Shauna
Well I love all those goals!!! And like Britt said, you know we are here for ya, and im all for dancin the night away! Heck yes! lol..
Love you lots!
You are beautiful! I love you!!!!
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